Today it dawned on me that sometimes, when I feel most alone, there has just got to be someone somewhere feeling alone for the same reasons. When I think of the next few months, I want to crawl so far deep down into the earth that the carrot top and I can wind up in another dimesion or something. Somewhere where we are on the other side of all of these surgeries, procedures, tests, schools, special ed, autism, decisions. And I have this gut feeling that as I type this there is someone who is feeling the exact same way.